I am going to be blunt, I am depressed, I hear voices, my moods changes so rapid that I can’t keep up, I self harm, I think suicidal thoughts. I know people would say ‘see someone’ and all that but what if I can’t. I REALLY want to but I can’t, I am to independent yet I am 15. I don’t like being near people, I feel them judging me straight away, I feel like if I told someone that they will call me a freak, I don’t care if I do on internet cause I can handle that in ways but not to my face. I want to see someone but my trust in people if very short that I trust only 2 people with my life, yet my life isn’t much anyway. I am confused on what to do?